my avatar is sad, and so am i

i am sad today. and sleepy.

sad : khalid blamed me of taking his headphone which is office's and the bass was lost. i was listening to the headphone just fine when he asked for it back coz he wanna use it. and in the process of handing him back, the bass was lost and i don't know where on earth the bass be coz i've already turned the place upside down and still, no signs of it. it may be my fault but he didn't have to sound so cynical "abang pakai takde apa pun, ko pakai terus rosak." urgh! like i did it on purpose. and he kept blaming me for the rest of the day.

sleepy : too much sleep last night.

how do you feel when nobody wished you happy birthday on your birthday though you went out picnic with someone close, bought a birthday present and a cake for yourself, felt like celebrating that night with that close someone but tired already so direct to sleep, went to work the next day and got back tired, sleep early, work again the next day and still no cake-cutting and stuff and the cake was left for 2 days in the freezer, and after some cry whatnots, then the celebrating?

i guess i'd feel the same. i'd cry too, yeah yeah i'm a crybaby. coz the cake is already there. i won't give a damn if there's no cake at all. it happen for years that i don't get a cake on my birthday and another birthday is just another typical christmas holiday, hahaha!

p/s : the situation didn't happen to me. it happens to someone i know. :P