the big fight

i had a BIG fight with zura on saturday night. yea, about the rent.

i called awei up to ask her about the rental stuff. and her answer was like pouring gasoline over an already flaming fire. well, i'm not mad at her. mad at those idiots. after confirming with awei, some facts about the rentals, i called zura up. and the fight began!

i was slow at first, being my old self, but as she asked me the purpose of calling, i tend to explain and in the end i was shouting at the same time. her reply? cold, so cold i felt it creep the way to my heart, leaving a freaking emptiness there. and guess what? it's farrah again!

its's farrah that made us fight. it's her that made me and zura yell at each other. it was her that caused the trouble and it was her who worsened the already sour situation between me and her.

well, the fight ended with me sobbing and zura slowed down. it just hurts to hear her tone speaking to me like that. the cold tone was from someone i am close with these past one year. and tell me what haven't we been through? ok, that fight was the first since we got close. and it loosened the tight knot for the past few days.

and this fight revealed a few things. it was my fault actually, that i didn't actually show the agreement to them. what am i supposed to do then? they were back in kl. two, i thought farrah would understand that i sent the mail-to-sms thing to zura, sha and bada as they are using maxis and she'd been using digi. i didn't send the sms to awei coz she's using celcom and i planned to tell her on my own but it was a big mistake coz i kinda forgot to tell awei earlier and farrah got the wrong picture. and for God's sake, she was with zura and of course i already planned that zura should be sharing the info with her. and the message was tricky? hello? that was plain malay, ladies. not some sophos.

third, the landlord wrongly read the agreement. and wrongly transferred the information to farrah's mom who wasn't supposed to be involved in the picture at all. and that gave me a bad name and zura, a severe headache.

and practically, zura wasn't mad with me. she was pressured with farrah antics and ego. and that farrah and i were so egoistic, to have let her be our punching bag. ok zura, sorry. you know i couldn't bear to hurt you (cheh! macam cakap dekat bf plak!), i promise that this thing would end but i won't promise that things would be the same again with me and farrah ok?

i was right about the deposit. hey, i did the agreement remember? but i was wrong not to give them a clear picture. i already straightened the misunderstanding between us with the landlord.

i guessed saturday wasn't that good a day for me. i ended throwing up before driving back to muar. i think i'm banned from satay from now on.

it's durian season back in muar. but it was very hot, i tell you. this time, the durians were kecik-kecik ones. rase cam tak puas makan pulak bila kenang balik ni. minggu ni balik lagi laa. hehe

i went to my now rented house in tasik utama just now. got the keys already. i messed with the circuit box huwargh! so, no electricity, no trying out the keys inside the house. and dad's car leaking with lubricant oil. i feared something might happen coz the oil flooded the porch's floor. adoi. i may have to scrub it clean later. the meter was weird too. but it was when i was on the way to fill the tank that something happened.

one satria and a sunny overtook me as the unser in front was so damn slow. ai, tak boleh jadi ni. coz i was driving dad's not mom's. it will be a diff thing if i drive mom's car. so i sped up and overtook the unser, the satria and the sunny. coz that satria was one of my junior's. lucky the dad's car window was tinted. if not, tak tau la mane la letak muka, coz the tyre produced smoke huwaaargh! the juniors parked right beside my car when i stopped at petronas huhu. checked the handbrake, ok. i couldn't figure out what's wrong. and i was shaking all over. as i couldn't contact neither mom or dad, i filled the tank and drove back. turned out if i sped over 100, it happen. so, 80 that is. slowwww!