Sunday, November 20, 2011

joy and sorrow

it has been a long time since we last met.

i had fun.

i laughed like nobody's business.

and it kills me.

it kills me coz i have forgotten how it was.

i have forgotten how you are.

i have forgotten how easy it was for me to just fall. again.

i have forgotten how it feels.

i forgot.

but it is all coming back to me now like a huge tidal wave crashing over my body.

please. i beg.

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Wednesday, November 09, 2011


at times like this, i wish i can paint or draw. coz words have to make sense. i can't write asdkjvdhct and expect people to understand. but i don't wanna be understood. i just want to let things out.

maybe i shall buy that big box of crayon i have been eyeing for a long time.

p/s: i love this camwhore pic of me. i didn't have a choice as i travel alone lest trust people with my valuables. coz i have those ray of light that just made my face sparkly. lol.

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Saturday, November 05, 2011

lonely loner

i am just sad.


la tahzan.

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