MAD like HELL!

i'm VERY pissed with one of my housemate-to-be, my close friend that is. owh why should i care? it's zura! that day, she enquired of the money i asked all of the other girls for may rental. i was like what the fuck? she wasn't even there while the negotiating and signing the agreement. and now she questioned me like i wanted the money all to myself.

i believed i made it clear that the money i collected before was for DEPOSIT dammit! the landlord said that if all goes well, we don't have to pay for the very last month of staying there as the deposit will cover it. didn't she know that we're lucky enough that the landlord was damn nice and a very good man? that he didn't demand any extras this and that like our other classmates' landlord? what was she complaining? she made hefty bucks at sony and this must be with that idiot farrah too, what was the problem? awei and sha didn't even complain though they didn't even made a single cent these months like me.

and i didn't have that much money like you did to open a new bank account to dump all of the rental money, fool. that's why i had to use mine to collect it then when it's enough i'll transfer them to our rumah account. you think i like this kind of job? it sucks man, sucks! collecting money and dumping it to my account is not good for my health. i have to keep records and i suck at them too. you think i like it? just shut your damn mouth, you weren't there, you don't know!

and knowing that she asked for the landlord's number and farrah's mom called him, made me boil! i wanna scream at her, i KNOW what i'm doing ok? no, i'm not interested in your money, and no, the landlord is not cheating! what the hell was the use of me then? i thought we made a pact that we'll settle this by our own, and what the hell HER mom did? and know what? we didn't even sign the agreement of rental yet, THAT was just for booking the place and that we PAID the deposit? were you there? no! were your name on it? no! so shut your mouth, asshole!

and sorry, i don't think i know you? oh, that's your best friend now right, farrah? and oh sorry, i'm the black sheep. i wasn't supposed to be in the limelight, but weren't you in need of me in sucker times, to save your ass? and i'm tired being the one in care of the house, the only one excited to live together. it sucks and i amMAD and PISSED. TAKE YOUR PESTERING HANDS OFF MY LIFE!