a new year

current y! status : i miss you. :(
thinking of : my still wet uniform, aiyo

it is a new day in a brand new year. i have dreams and hopes to be achieved this year. plainly speaking, have to work that extra hard mile for living and surviving.

i'll be graduating this march. if my upu applications were successful, i'd be somewhere but here.

come to think of the previous year. a horrifying year. so disastrous and hurting. the backstabbing by the bitches. but there's always moments of 2004 to cherish.

i ended 2004 with doing a major decision. i was thinking that whether i've said the right things and whether i was doing the right thing at all. for two of the people i've known, one of them is my bestest friend. keeping secrets between friends are not good especially when he/she is in the edge of finding out the secrets. i'm glad i didn't have to. so, to you two, hope you will work this out. so my effort won't be wasted, hehe. and for you, girl, i'd give anything to see that blissful look on your face again. considering what we've been through.

and i will always remember the very last hours. the whole place was buzzing with activities and full of customers who expected some fireworks at dataran. i was very busy attending to the orders. and he helped me with them. eh of course he helped me coz he's not in that good terms with zura. LOL. and when will i dared to ask him that big question? hmmm, new year, new prospects, haha.

i'm starting the college's hols. have so much work to settle, considering this will be my only chance to finish my projects.

have to do gapbuster's stuff next week. really looking forward to it. aiyo, i badly need a printer and a scanner now.

so for you people, wishing you a very prosperous new year (taking mcD's tag of the new prosperity burger. haha!)