be it

current y! status : i've waited all my life to cross this line
thinking of : the warm and plush mattres. iskk...

went out with faziq yesterday. picked him up at his house which is two houses away from his house. but as he is safely working, i didn't really mind. and faziq's mother remark did have an impact on me. segann siottt.

it was just, *sighs* he's nice to be with. but maybe not boyfriend material. call me high-taste, demanding which i proudly AM, *muahahaha* somehow, he's pure. i don't want to be the one who tainted him with bad stuffs and marks. heh? i've heard that sentence before.

i'm fond of him, the way he made me smile and laugh but just that. he's more of a good friend stuff. zura accused me of being so picky. and even THAT friend of mine. i don't wanna go and hurt people. if i said that's it, no more of it. i don't go breaking people's heart or making false promises and break them. you won't know if you don't try, but i have the knack of knowing that things won't be right even if i tried. it wasn't meant to be.

or maybe it was his closeness with him that thought me over.

a friend of mine is experiencing some problems to contain himself from screaming and punching something. if you think, it would do you good, go for it. but please, anything you do, i don't wanna go and fish your body out of some abandoned lombong okay?

with these days happenings, i felt bad. but life has to rock on, babe.