him, i like!

current y! status : still i will always fight on for you
thinking of : what an evening i've had

spend the entire evening working with him. i love the way he asked me to go for break, which i denied to as it was still early than my usual 7.30somethings.

he had been on floor all evening coz he's the kind of person who helped people. ringan tulang la kot hehe. and all evening i've been nothing but arguing and having petty fights with him. with the constant ingoing customers, we bumped into each other... a LOT. and i even accidentally stepped hard on his foot when i wanted to back from the counter, coz he always had this kind of bad habit of standing behind my back. he made that even when he stepped on mine shortly after. hehehe.

as it had been raining, kesh, fazik, kasman, him and me spent the early morning talking and laughing. yea, four guys and a girl at 1 in the morning. what to do? it was raining badly. i brought up the subject of pins for the second time when he ignored that, again with changing to another subject. i'm not like elindah. i don't bodek people to get what i wanted. i bug people with it, LOL till people get tired of me babbling and gave in to anything i wanted in the first place. and i bug people knowing i deserved or have rights for the stuff. which i am in the first place coz 7 months working, i only have 4 pins. and those were from the reena era, while she was still a STAR.

and i've always commented to what he said mostly. it was just he kept his gaze off me at that time. just occasionally when he thought i wasn't looking whilst i'm fully aware that he's watching. i don't approach people or befriends them without genuine interest. i like them the way they were and i don't know if it's a coincidence or not but i tend to make friends with the ones people hated. why loh?

i got a CD from him, without asking for it. tuh nak tutup mulut aku jangan cite pasal pin lagi la tuh, hehe. sorry la. hak tetap hak. tak kira la ko store manager ke bapak oc ke om ke, aku peduli hape hahaha! and all of the songs are jiwang. esyy, karat gak store manager aku nih.

the plan goes on smoothly when 2 days before i was disappointed ida didn't get my name up to work last night. but luck was on my side as abang aznoor went mc. we're getting closer and i think, i'm the only i yang tak kisah sangat dengan dia provided he didn't put up that fucked up don't-mess-with-me face and zura's not there. kalo tak, memang mampus aku kene pangkah dengan dia. hahaha. i respected the way he does his job though he could be a bit lenient with wasted products after closing.

just a little bit more and what zura predicted may just come true. one step at a time... one 2 step.