car's steering sucks!

it's okay, if you had to go away, i'll just remember the telephone, they're workin it both ways, but if i never ever hear them ring, if nothing else i'll think the bells inside, have finally found you someone else and that's okay, coz i remember everything you sang

- jason mraz - you and i both

the song is dedicated to khaleel. just found out about the lyrics today coz i found utopia's lyric listing just now.

i worked half day today. on the occasion of my faulty bike that refused to start and went dead halfway (of wet spark-plug), my bike's road tax (lucky the tax was lifted for 150cc bikes, just need to renew the insurance) will be due on monday and as i was using the car, mom's crippled.

at 2pm sent atan to his tuition place and mom to school. the day was hot and dry, driving me nuts. and jpj's system was offline really ticked me off. how am i going to get the road tax done by monday?

i watched under-18 girls hockey at my school against mrsm jasin. most of my school's players have been playing hockey for the last 5 years but their performance was disappointing even though they nailed the opponent 8 to none. missed many good chances to strike as of wrong strategy.

mrsm's defenders were good but they need to polish their strikers. our girls played hard and rough. mrsm lost 2 of their players. one was trying to duck the ball struck by our strikers and was hit right on her shoulder causing her waist swollen. what a strike!

another one was hit by the hockey stick right on her mouth by our player again. she was bleeding profusely and her teeth was crooked and sighss.. she lost another teeth. her upper mouth was swollen red and bleeding bad. pitied her. she had to pay a dear price for the love and passion of a sport.

i met apai while on the way home (turned out the spark-plug was wet afterall haha!). he was on his 125z and with a companion, a girl.. really, i wanted to laugh at him, but suddenly i felt a hard tug at my heart. yeah, i know he's my bestest bud, but i felt jealous actually.

why do i like apai?

1. he has very nice long and beautiful fingers, damn i'm melting.
2. he's soft (spoken, heart :P)
3. he's getting hotter (i don't know but i've got this kind of magnetism towards him nowadays)
4. he's damn smart
5. he's funny
6. that blue yamaha 125z with extra expensive 2t oil haha! no smoke generated.
7. i've known him for 5 years and we've been friends for 4 years, not even once he's angry at me. even if he did, he never showed it. coz he's that cool.
8. he's my first in many things uhum can't tell hehe.

i felt sad too, you know that kind of feeling of having something robbed from you, yeah my best friend was robbed by another girl. and even after calling him that the girl was his neighbour, i do know that he already had a girlfriend. sighs. i am still his bestest friend :P haha.

kyle oh kyle. you crossed my mind oh just so.
i need you by my side soon
can it be now?

humm, sometimes i wonder, if i'm into kyle that much, why did i still have time to actually like somebody else? is love actually like a full bucket, you divide it into half, and there's another half, and half and half.. it goes on?