slightly unhappy

current Y! status : i did what i did and i made myself did what i did, so what if i did what i did?
thinking about : dain..dain..dain..dain

my significant other is making me felt weird. feels like the feeling towards him is not what it used to be. this is what i feared when we started getting on close. coz he's like a wild pigeon, coming towards you and gets away when you started close. and i was afraid of being too possessive which i shamefully did, causing him to withdraw. i'm happy with what we have but i can't help caring for him even when he regarded me as a friend (which i doubted much with that soft gaze i fell in love with hahaha!). fly away guy, coz even it hurts me, at least i know we are not meant for each other. you will still be the bestest friend i've ever had.

i'm gonna have this MUET crash course at 9am. i don't know why language dept didn't do the usual MUET classes they had each semester. maybe not enough request but there were so many candidates as the first degree and diploma batches are going to graduate next year. and the one i'm attending is the first of two series held in another 2 weeks. then there's this english camp today too, organized by the same department but i didn't manage to attend because whatever it is, MUET is more important. 3rd year degree students are required to attend and of course kak an with no regrets skipped it. she's going on a picnic with the girls. they asked me to join them too but MUET.....

not for khaleel. his english is damn phat and he had to go because everybody else's names on the list. he complained about going, fussing about the precious time he'd let wasted instead of doing assigments and studying but he did go. hope you're having fun there, khaleel.

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY for Asrul! May ALLAH bless you with good health and longevity.

A belated wish for my dearest and bestest room-mate i've ever had, Awei. *mwahx* she turned 20 on the 9th.