to go or not to go?

current y! status : that man is not meant for you. i'm sorry.
thinking of : the ipc course

oh. pardon my y! status these days. azwan and i were so obsessed with sepet that we put our y! status with its dialogues. speaking about sepet, its director, yasmin ahmad is a muar-born. fascinating fact. she is if you can remember, the director for those petronas commercials, "kenapa saya suka rumah saya" and my favourite "janda beranak tujuh".

i liked the way she answered of the responsibility to memartabatkan bahasa melayu. she said her responsibility is to memartabatkan perasaan manusia. hmmmm, an honest retort. the reason she did movies was she loved her family very much and decided to tell their story on the silver screen. sweet.

i'm damn bored. and i hate it when i have nothing to do but i can't sleep. i woke up early unlike my typical sundays and went out for breakfast. and i haven't been sleeping since. and as i couldn't force myself to sleep, i get many things done. i sent myself packing. just need a few small boxes for the little things i won't get rid of but didn't find any specific uses for them neither. sleepy.

i am not going to the ipc course. i'm not going to waste 150 bucks for a certificate that will get invalid in 2 years. ok i'll pay for something that will get invalid in 2 years AND i will be making full use of it. but it seems, by hook or crook i'm gonna continue my studies so even if i did pass the exam, i may not have the appropriate use for the cert. fixed.

actually this interview thang bothers me. i have so much to do but so little time with the course going on. so, i'm not ready for the course and the exam. i have to be ready for the interview and the stuffs i needed to settle. mental.

i wonder, if you know just how it feels to be left outside alone?