temporary farewell

current y! status : fell in love with the 8th world wonder
thinking of : bits of this and that

it was a sad day, today. the fact that the industrial electronic's lab session was our last formal fit of the lab jacket. and submitting the girls' final project report was our last formal visit of the main camp. we created so many memories here. these past 5 months taught me the real feeling of being in a real campus. it was sad to leave. but i know i'll be back again, to send MY final project report, hehe.

last night, zura asked me of the last person i want to see before i leave this place for good. i said maybe mr g considering my softies towards him. then this afternoon, i saw this guy i've been longing to see without realizing it, dain. you can imagine my excitement and touched feeling. that is one last guy i want to see, coz i can never be near him or get to know him. i guess looking at him over at long distance is much better. that long lazy stride, THAT goatee, the innocent face, i memorize everything. goodbye to you, guy.

been a bit down. coz i hated it when i started to feel like a loser. why can't mr. g understand my calling service hours like D did? and why did he keep failing to keep his promises? i'm not tired to chase, i'm afraid you'd give in coz you're tired of being chased and that you'd hurt me. so..... i'd just do the lettering for my board for now, hehehe.

talked to fazik. relieved a little seeing him and kesh. i've been the faithful customer who'd order a chocolate sundae and sat at the long bench facing the counter. i missed working. i missed makiing customers. i missed service. i missed rushing for drive-thru. i missed closing center island. and of all this, after only 11 days not working.

GOD, give me a miraculous strength to carry on. assure me that everything will be fine.

a big HI for syazwan, mr accountant!