emotionally detached and dark past

i have an ability that some people found amusing. i am emotionally detached.
whenever required, i can just detach the emotion, like nothing happened in the first place.

it can be a gift. but also a curse.

a gift, when the subject doesn't feel the same way. or the subject changed direction after a few years.

a curse, when the subject is head-over-hellheels but after certain period, another hot new subject surfaces the subject is not that interesting anymore.


i'm not sorry for ditching, coz i've been paid in cash for being ditched.


no matter how you tried to turn a blind eye over your dark past, it will still haunt you.


for as long as you live.