between to lie and not telling

i'm not really an effective lie-detector. i mean i can't even tell people is telling me the truth or not by looking at them.

i don't easily trust people, but i tried to not have bad impressions of them. maybe that's what makes me look younger than my years, heh!

i dislike people lying to me. or not telling me things i should know for that matter.
because i always know in the end. and always not in the best manner.

it's like having a husband who's having an affair. it's either you caught him in the act with another woman, or finding a hotel's bill on dinner date for two dated on valentine's day. it's definitely not with you since you exactly remembered you went balik kampung to your parent's house. a guy won't definitely go on a one-on-one dinner date with another guy, rite? unless they're gay. so there're two possiblities : either he is third-sticking you with another woman or with a guy, he really is a bi. either way, he still cheats on you. or not really telling you. both ways, you will be hurt.

ok, that was some serious issue. my point here is, don't lie about things you shouldn't be lying about to the ones you love and the ones who love you. and do tell them about things they should know.

it is definitely better to know from you, even when it hell hurts and you can do the comforting the pujuking whatever.

BUT,

if they knew from someone else, boy, you're so in a deep shit. when you do wrong, you apologize and say sorry. but when the damage is done, you can still do the comforting or the pujuk sessions, but you'll need more time to heal what's wounded.
so, take my advice. because,








forgiven, but not forgotten.