hangin entry

these days, i've been facing writer's block. most of the entries were either published from mobile or written in malay, proof that i'm too blacked out to think straight (read: write properly in english).

i hate things last minute. coz it disrupts the original plan. and it really pissed me off if someone changed the plan that involved me without telling me earlier that the plan has changed. do not expect me to be okay with that, coz even though i may sound tak apa but really, i do have a life and other plans, even when i don't sound like i do.

i'm not sure whether my recent decision on something has any good effect on me. i'm not regretting it but did any good come from it is yet to ponder upon.


been listening to this song but i forgot the catchy lyrics once the song finished. it took a while to pin it to mind.

Cahaya terang menembusi
Bagai sebuah kisah misteri
Kau mungkin … asing
Kau mungkin …
pernah ku kenal sebelum ini

Resah gelisah dibuatnya
Bagai sebuah cereka cinta
Haru … biru
Kelam … jiwaku
Semakin kacau

Chorus
Siang malam termimpi mimpi
Pagi petang tercari cari
Tiap saat ternanti nanti
Kau masih tiada disisi

Apakah ini satu mimpi
Terasa bagai sebuah delusi
Ilusi … mata
Mainan … jiwaku
Semakin kacau

Chorus

Haru … biru
Kelam … jiwaku
Semakin kacau

pesawat - mirage


hangin means angry. why am i hangin? the stuff is too delicate to put here. argh!