on being ruthless

once he asked me, would i go out with him if he's thinner? i told him i would give it a thought, if he loses his boroiness.

so, a few months after that question, he asked me when are we going out, as i was about to leave the table full of his friends. i blurted blatantly,

" you tak kurus lagi. "

to a table full of laughter. oh my, i felt bad after that, hahahaha.

it's not that i'm making physical outlook (read: body size) a priority like i did on spoken english or tallness, but it's just a matter or preference. like between coffee or tea.

the funny thing is, i used to tell one of the many scandals this:

" kalo you kurus, i tinggalkan you. serius. "

which left him dumb-founded. whoever heard of thin people getting dumped, he said. i answered him with this,

" kurus tak sedap peluk. "

i still guffaw whenever i thought about this.

ok, now you know what my preferences are of the other gender. i blame those mangas and mills&booon. hehe.