insecurities

last week had been a very taxing one. i had to deal with a very bad hangover, and i didn't even consume alcohol for that matter, lol. but a night of ODing on java chips really took its toll on me. 3 days were enough to turn me into a restless being. geez, i didn't know caffeine and sugar could make me have the worst hangover, ever. T_T

on the other hand, i started to deal with a lot of things at the same time. work-related, life-related. somehow, i tend to view a lot of things differently. not entirely new, but something worth to ponder on.

i might not reveal all that happened here, i would have wanted to, if i have the right words and courage, which i don't at the moment. coz it would involve telling every detail, which i'm not comfortable with for now as i need to sort things out, which one's important, which one's not. ok, enough with this debate telling and not telling crap. been having that since day 1, duh. i'll tell when i felt like it. considering the way things are going, it might be sooner than i thought.

surprising myself, i guess.