hard times...

this sad entry was supposed to be of last night, when i last blogged here.

i drove kak an's car to work as i was sending a rack that awei bought to tasik utama. parked the car at my usual spot. got out of the store at 12.40pm revving up the engine while talking to my fellow colleagues. after bidding each other farewell, i saw the cats' mother in front of the car, and i started to wonder where were her 3 kittens? no signs of them. so i kinda took for granted that her kittens may be out in the bushes.

slowly i reversed the car when suddenly i noticed a large bump of a big hole or something, where did that bump or hole came from? to my horror, i saw a kitten, badly bleeding, her head smashed revealing the insides and blood. i ACCIDENTALLY ran over it!

i saw it. i saw with my own eyes how it fought the pain and rolling from side to side when it gave in, dead. i almost cried when the shock overtook me coz the mother kept licking at her dead kitten. i froze all the way home.

it felt sad that only the night before that i bothered to name the 3 kittens. and the cutest of them all was killed.