unproductivity

2 days of non-productivity, sebabnye hari2 bangun dengan hang-over yang teruk, separuh hari rase pening dan takleh wat keje. memangle tak produktif, lansung.

sekarang dan kebelakangan ni, rase macam lagu ni;

I dont mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
But I dont like illusions I cant see
Them clearly
I dont care, no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do
I dont mind
I dont care
As long as you're here

Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's all the same

Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
But in-between it always seems too long
Suddenly
But I have the skill, yeah
I have the will, to breath you in while I can
However long you stay is all that I am

I dont mind, I dont care
As long as you're here

Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's always the same

Wrong or Right
Black or White
If I close my eyes
Its all the same

In my life
The compromise
I'll close my eyes
Its all the same

Go ahead say it
You're leaving
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are now
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

sic.k pupp.ies - all the same

pada suatu pagi yang bengang,

memang pagi yang bengang, sebab aku bangun dengan hang-over dan rase tak puas hati.

me: pade hal mekdi tu makin mahal kot
me: aku dah tak mampu dah nak beli
me: gigil2 bayar
her: ko beli yg extra double tuh watper
her: lain kali pegi time lunch
her: murah skit
me: hahaha
me: sini panas doww, jauh nak jalan gi mekdi
me: aku tak penah le beli double tu, pembaziran melampau
her: xmampu nak abiskn
her: itu mmg super duper gemuk ler kalo mkn
her: berjuta kalori agaknyer
me: berjuta?
me: lawak tol ko nih
her: spicy chicken mcdeluxe pn cecah seribu
her: kalo besarcamtuh hmpir ler sejuta
her: hahaha
me: ngok, mane ko belajar matematik?
me: dia tambah satu keping patty je lagi
me: lain sume same
me: hahahaha
her: hahaha
her: tuh campur ngan fries
her: ececeh
her: air karbonat

benda nih memang lawak gile, terus hilang bengang. nak2 aku bengang+hangin+tak puas hati, tapi aku plak kene pujuk orang lain yang bengang+hangin+tak puas hati. apatah lagi, orang lain tu yang aku dok bengangkan, hanginkan, aku plak kene pujuk dia? memang rase cam haram.

oh, time kasih untuk lawak di atas. buat kepala aku rase ringan sket, dan ade rase nak muntah hijau sebab banyak sangat angin masuk lepas ketawa guling2.

seriously?

seriously, what i want to do right now, is just leave everything behind, and go some place alien on the metal bird.

seriously, i am all the negativity now.

seriously, sen is making me lose my rational and gave in to my alter-ego. not that i don't feel gleeful about it *evil*

seriously, if my alter-ego is taking over, i will be what i was almost 2 years ago. cold, unfeeling, uncaring. geez, even thinking about being like an alien gives me shivers.

seriously, sorry for making you read this depressing entry. depressed words make me feel in power, though i wonder where the hell did that notion came from?

seriously p/s: i am still looking for the leprechaun's gold at the end of the rainbow, so i can be serious. seriously, this just doesn't make any sen(se).

keanehan

aku terasa keanehan. mungkin sebab dah lama tak fokus pada perasaan sendiri, lantas sesuatu yang tak dapat diungkap dengan kata-kata, menimbulkan rasa pelik dan aneh yang tidak berkesudahan.

apa yang aku terdaya buat selain main tarik-tali, minta padaNya, dikekalkan keanehan ini andai ia dibataskan niat yang baik.

okeh, sila muntah untuk entri jiwang ni. yaks!

20 ways to be happy

these are the main ideas with my responses. credits to excelle at divinecaroline to read full article and explanations. :)

1. Make Your Bed Every Morning

- i think this really makes a difference.

2. Shorten Your Commute

- yea, i was happier when i shortened my commute from 45 mins to 5mins. :P

3. Find a Rocking Chair

- my office's chair rocks. :P

4. Make Lists

- i know i'm doing jobs when i crossed done tasks. that's bliss. hehe.

5. Paint Your Toenails

- time to paint my nails i guess, black.

6. Wake up the Right Way

- hmmm, should try this.

7. Talk About Something New

- oh, no wonder.

8. Refuse to Give Advice

- can't i just be a good listener? plish.

9. Rearrange Your Furniture

- time to spring clean and rearrange.

10. Smile on the Outside

- always do this when i think about something silly.

11. Gaze at a Photograph

- jake please. or the right guy for edward.

12. Get Informed

- google is my truest best-friend. haha!

13. Turn off the TV

- don't watch tv that often, would rather hang-out with frens.

14. Eat Avocados

- aih, nyesal plak tak beli hari tu time murah.

15. Sing or Hum a Tune

- dalam bilik air selalu la. hahaha.

16. Break the Rules

- yea, sume kerja gila itu adalah buktinya. :D

17. Invigorate Your Sense

- should put those scented stuffs in my pillow.

18. Visit a Quiet Place

- kedai buku selalu la. takpun toysrus. hehe.

19. Forgive Someone

- i think i've never really gotten vengeful at anyone. serious.

20. Spend More Time with Your Happy Friends

- yes, they matter. a lot. and my wacky family too. :P

something funny

i know maybe some of you have watched this when you watched the live show, but here you go anyway.

terbaek!

ironic!

http://xkcd.com/667/