a little personal

current y! status: when i'm with u, i'm close to tears
thinking of: budak kecik

i was pretty concerned with my current obsession of young bois. shouldn't i be on the same track as my friends, getting hooked with bois our age? been there, done that. it was as a friend said it, age is just a number when attraction is the factor. i don't want to be seen as a paedophile, or even a seductress who'd lure innocent virgin boys to eternal damnation (again an exact quote from a friend).

it has been a while since i last felt this feel. i felt young all over again and blushed like a kid. and this explains my status which meant when i'm with you, i am about to cry of the beautiful feeling, the one you gave me chills and butterflies, of the funny tingle all over me, the unspoken glances and........ that i can only see and adore you from afar coz you're someone else's.

i am really afraid that this will only mark a chapter like when me.d became from diary to history.

i don't know why the first time i saw you, i felt myself warming coz you looked a lot like mr navy with your sepet eyes. and liked you ever since. i liked the way you wrap the things, how you did the chicken perfectly. everytime i stole a glance or two just to know what you're doing, i know you're watching when i wasn't, hoping that i'd say something nice or smile. *dream on*

i'm gonna watch gubra tomorrow with the girls and fazik maybe if i can wake him up. pardon the sappy entry hehe.