welcomes herself here

current y! status : can't login. i'm in the college's lab.
thinking of : my progress report which hasn't shown a progress at all.

i really want to sleep without a care for the world. these days, i just can't. why is taking up degree different from diploma, i wonder? i used to take things easy but done. now i'm broke serious though done.

all i can think about now is, i'm muted. i talked less. i chose what i talk. i'm becoming the silent girl. seriously, i haven't had any decent conversation with my fellow new classmates. why, the age gap was only a year but i feel as though i'm the oldest in there. there are a few who's older but acted like a kid.

say, is this what it feels to have responsibility and be an adult?