Kecil hati

To tell the truth, i didn't remember you didn't wish me for my birthday this year on that day itself. I got wishes from my family and close friends, and i was happy with that.

Then you wished me a belated one. Two days later. You know what i felt? Surge of anger that came out of nowhere.

You never failed to wish me, every single year. And when you missed this year, sighs.

Yes, you had reasons that made me go, you know what, forget it. Maybe it is time to reassess my expectations.

This time, i don't deserve a timely birthday wish. And as much as it saddens me, it is the harsh reality i have to live with since you have other important priorities.

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Ini aku

Saat ku tulis ini, laju air mata mengalir. Sedaya upaya aku tahan.

Tapi mungkin perasaan meluap sudah tidak mampu ditanggung.

Menangislah. Biar teduh sendu perangkap jiwa.

Hati, usah peduli. Kelak terbakar diri sendiri.

Sayangkan kamu, rindu dendam penuh di jiwa. Kasih yang satu, tegar jangan kecewa.

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Death and loss

It is indeed a sad week.

Will update the chronological event soon.

Allahyarham my dad,
5th June 1954 - 5th December 2011

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